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Love Conundrum

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No matter how practical you seem to be, no matter how objectively you think, when it comes to the matter of heart you always tend to flow with the emotions and forget about all the technicalities which were once holding you & acting as a shield against the cruel yet thriving world. Now the question arises, Is this the right thing to do? It’s not like we’ve an option here, but it’s worth pondering over this question.

I’ve myself been part of such a conundrum, realizing it beforehand that it would make me think irrationally at times, yet I fail to figure out the reasoning behind it. Perhaps, it’s the enduring feeling of love, getting to know someone closely and sharing part of your being, your soul with him/her, or maybe the feeling/fear of losing someone which makes us act erratically. Emotion after all is the most powerful factor which guides us in our decisions.

Moving on from the argument of this phase being right or wrong, we have to realize whether it’s worth the while. I believe that if it helps you pass your day on even a slightly better & positive note, it’s absolutely worth it. For me, sight of her smiling, voice of her laughter, watching her feel joyous while at work, makes my day. We don’t know whether there’s a life after death, why don’t we find our heaven here itself then? Personally, it’s fine to me if she’s not with me for this life time, although it pains me to even think that, all that matters is for her to be happy which in-turn will make me feel blissful. It might seem selfless act of love at first, but there are only few deeds that are more selfish than this because this moreover soothes your soul and it is you who gets a purpose out of it; purpose being his or her happiness and prosperity.

-Self

 

Nature

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Behold the beauty of nature’s creation,
Every bit every particle is whole,
Purity is its soul,
Truth is its story untold,

Heart melts at the sight of it,
Soul blends in with its melancholy,
Helpless spirit does nothing but wander,
In search of such a beauty to own,

Uniqueness is its bitter truth,
Randomness is its only goal,
Trying to get hold of this rare a beauty,
Leaves me stranded all alone, all alone

-Self

Ailing Tigers Of India

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According to the data on Wild tiger deaths released by National Tiger Conservation Authority(NTCA), 63 tiger were killed in India in 2013.  It’s slightly less as compared to 72 Tigers lost in 2012, but the number itself is a major cause of concern. The graph below shows major reasons for tiger loss in 2013 with corresponding number of tigers lost due to it.

Tiger Deaths

For further details, one could read the article published in, The Hindu Newspaper, on 2nd Jan 2014.

India is known to have had 40,000+ tigers in beginning of the 20th century, but the hunting done by then ruling British Government officials and Maharajahs of India in name of ‘Sport Hunting’ lead to sharp decline of Tiger population. Advent of fire arms, during the British Raj in India, had a major part to play in decline of Tigers. On an average 380-400 tigers were killed annually just for the sake of hunting expeditions, and later on the wretched creature’s skin was kept as a trophy.

Another reason for this downfall was rapid encroachment of forest area. Before Independence, deforestation was carried out as wood was required for British Naval ships etc and open area was required to setup new colonies that could house Britishers. In 1947, India got independence from the British rule, but the rapid growth in Indian population resulted in even more encroachment; more land was needed for farming purposes as there were more mouths to feed and almost all the rural population was depended on wood from the forests to support their daily livelihood. But it didn’t stop the Tigers from getting hunted. According to some reports, a tiger was killed just for a bounty of Rs. 30 to Rs. 45.

This is important to mention that, when on one side some Britishers were hunting for Tigers just for the sake of the sport, on the other side some Britishers were advocating against it. Two of these men are, F.W.Champion and Jim Corbett.

India was not far from initiating special measures towards Tiger conservation. In 1973, as per request and advise from a WWF trustee, then Prime Minister Indira Gandhi initiated “Project Tiger“. During the inauguration of this project, she spelt out her political will:

” But the tiger cannot be preserved in isolation. It is at the apex of a large and complex biotope. Its habitat, threatened by human intrusion, commercial forestry and cattle grazing must first be made inviolate. Forestry practices designed to squeeze the last rupee out of our jungle, must be radically oriented least within our national parks and sanctuaries and pre-eminently in our tiger reserves. The narrow outlook of the accountant must give way to a wider vision of recreational, educational, and ecological value of totally undisturbed areas of our wilderness. Is it beyond our political will and administrative ingenuity to set aside about one to two per cent of our forest in their pristine glory for this purpose?”

As one can see from the graph below, since the beginning of the project, the tiger population showed tremendous growth till 1990′s. There was a sharp decrease in 1993 and this number was somewhat maintained till 2002. But shockingly, there was an exponential drop in 2006 and the project is still struggling to increase the numbers bit by bit. Main cause for this downfall is attributed to increase in poaching activities, which was a resultant of increase in demand of tiger body parts for production of traditional Chinese medicines etc. And ofcourse, the number released by the government bodies cant be fully trusted, as we learned from the Sariska Reserve cover up.

Tiger count

All things said, various initiatives launched by tiger conservation authorities, like National Tiger Conservation Authority(NTCA), have resulted in increase in tiger population since 2006.  And now the new tiger census measure launched in 2013 by NTCA will help us have a better idea towards the actual number of tigers in India. Every tiger spotted in the 2013-2014 census will have to pass through three tests including camera trap and DNA testing of tiger scat to minimize duplicate counting. The new population estimate will also help the NTCA to expand its digital database of tigers and make a first comparative analysis on individual tigers. Every tiger caught on camera will be given a unique identification number based on their stripe patterns using computer software and a database maintained for the entire country. They already have picture database of 80% of tigers living inside 42 reserves.

In the end, we can only hope that all the measures taken and efforts being made toward tiger conservation works out. As they say, charity begins at home, by publishing this small articles i am taking another step toward making people aware of the appalling condition of our Bengal tigers. I believe you’ll do your part too.

Peace!

-Self

Real Life

It’s been 4 years since i graduated,

4 years of hardship and struggle,

Struggle not in finding a job,

It’s the decisions I’ve taken and things that I’ve done

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Struggle in the field of “Life”,

Hardship in the field of “Love”,

Struggle in the field of “Success”,

Now, Failure is all that i have

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Life never seemed so different,

Hope never seemed so far fetched,

Love never felt so distant,

It seems like the only truth now.
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I’ve taken a decision to change,

But I’ve done so couple of times,

Lost is my faith in myself,

Faith to defy everything & follow my heart

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I hope no one suffers like me,

If you do i’ll pray for you too,

But trust me when i say it,

There’s always hope and i’ll keep trying until i’m done

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Tell me if you feel like this too,

Keeping it to yourself won’t help you,

There’s always someone willing to listen,

Like right now listening to me is you

-Self

Lost Cause

Today i realized it’s too late,

To change what i’ve become,

Time just passed so fast,

I didn’t notice that i succumbed

Someone told me life’s like that,

There isn’t any moment to pause,

But this fact didn’t help me,

Because I’ve become a lost cause

But then i met someone close to my heart,

She made me realize how cheerful i once was,

She reconciled me with my hopeful past,

My sister really did know me up close

Now there’s a dim light shinning ahead,

I can see it even if i’m far away,

Now I guess a new journey has begun,

One i thought couldn’t exist any way

Life is just like that,

One moment you are cheerful,

Another you are not,

But one thing never changes,

Spirit to rise again and begin from the start.

-Self

Signal Fire

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Signal Fire By Snow Patrol

This song/video bring many nostalgic memories back and they feel so fresh as if it just happened yesterday.

In many ways, its more of a poetic expression then just song. Think About it.

Enjoy!

Flowchart To My Misery

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My Soul, Free as Wind

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Year 2005: Love at First Sight.

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7th June 2009: Revealed My Love To Her

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21st June 2009: Formally Proposed To Her

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31st July 2009: She said “Yes”.

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18th October 2009: Two Families Meet With Marriage Proposal. My family was not involved though.

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13th November 2009: She got engaged. Not to me, ofcourse!!!!!

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13th January 2010: Said Final Goodbye To Her. Tears were shed on both sides.

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13th February 2010: Met Her One Final Time, Just A Coincidence

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18th February 2010: She Got Married!!!!

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2010-2012: Time spent in Misery

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2013: Back to Square One-Free Again!

Well, this about sums it up. There were many ups and downs too, but i don’t need to bother you with all that stuff. I’m sure some of you may have had such experiences, i pray otherwise, but i’m sure,like me, you must have learned a thing or two. I never thought this would happen to me, such a movie cliche you see, but it did happen nonetheless. Don’t get me wrong, i am not criticizing this experience in any way. I am sad that my love life had to take such a course, but i thank God and her for all the love anyways.

P.S: I just had to get this out of my system and finally, i did. For those of you who read this post so far, thanks! And Don’t forget to share your Misery too because its like something that diminishes once we start sharing it.

Peace!

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